I'm a self-taught painter. To be completely honest, I have paintings of every man who put a smile on my face after a great night full of exotic creams and wild moans. Also, I'm thinking whether to have our sex videos uploaded online.

Soaking in the tub at the end of a trying day will always make the stress I feel go away. My mind starts to wander to more naughty activities whenever I start scrubbing myself down. Wishing it would be a younger bloke's hand caressing me.

I'm done with love, commitments, and relationships. Right now, I don't want any of that. What I want instead are plenty of teasing, flirting, and fucking. And it would be nice to find a bloke who's willing to do those three things with me.

I've want to see a buff lad wear leather pants and nothing else. Wanting to see how it would strain against their bulges and thighs, adding a body harness to complete the look. It makes my mouth water, I've been waiting for that fantasy to come true ...

I will never ask you to love me. I deserve to be loved, and you deserve to be loved too. The thing is I can't reciprocate it which is unfair. I will feel bad about myself and especially for you if that happens. Promise me that you won't make me feel ...

Is your life all black and white? There's nothing wrong with that. You're mature enough to make your own decisions. I have another question though. Do you want some colour to your life? I might be the one you've been hoping to find. I'm the brightest...